Being tagged by Katia

Where is your cell phone? Both on my computer desk.

Relationship? LD, thousands of miles away.

Your hair? Spikey.

Work? CNA, Parts Associate for Kragen.

Your sister/s? Allisther. Unica hija.

Your favorite thing? I don't know.

Your dream last night? I didn't have one.

Your favorite drink? Snapple lemon ice tea.

Your dream car? Subaru WRX STI.

The room you're in? My bedroom.

Shoes? Not wearing one.

Your fear/s? To grow old alone.

What do you want to be in 10 years? Settle down, financially stable and have my own family.

Who did you hang out with this weekend? I didn't hang out with anybody.

What are you not good at? Remembering things.

Muffin? Blueberry muffins.

One of your wish list items? Own house.

Where you grew up? Cavite.

Last thing you did? Work.

What are you wearing? Shirt and jeans.

What aren't you wearing? Shoes.

Your pet? A pom-pom named Sid, and a dragon named Z.

Your computer? A pc and a laptop.

Your life? So-so.

Your mood? Tired.

Missing? Having Katia. And my friends and family, in Cavite.

What are you thinking about right now? I don't wanna go to work.

Your car? Beauty.

Your kitchen? I don't have my own kitchen.

Your summer? Working.

Favorite color? Black or white.

Last time you laughed? Yesterday, when I was talking to Kat.

Last time you cried? Can't remember coz I'm too numb to cry.

School? City College of San Francisco.

SLOW AND DRAGGING......

seems today was so slow, woke up in a bad mood, had a dream but yet i cant remember what it was, all i remember was the feeling of untrust and paranoia, i dont know of what or who... i cant explain much. All i feel is everything is so slow, even when i was driving going to my other job, i felt like my consciousness is not all there, im goin 70mph but yet it seem im going too slow, is this depression?? i hope not...
Maybe this is just one of the times when i feel like its time to crawl in my small black hole and be alone for awhile. I dont know what to do really, i just took the day wondering but yet about nothing. I was like spaced out, i felt exhausted about everything : (. Maybe im depressed i just dont know it. The last time i felt like this was a long time ago, everything to me was uncertain, it felt like all the emotion was drained out of me, i didnt care about anything, i felt numb inside. It was the time when my motto was " FUCK EVERYONE ", but i dont get why im getting this now?!. Should i tend to figure things out or leave it alone and wait til' it pass by?!. I feel i cant trust anyone..
While being at work I felt the clock was going really slow , every seconds seems longer. It felt it was stopping whenever im not looking at it. Every little thing irritates me, a simple ring of the phone bugs the shit out of me. Towards the end of my shift it felt forever... but i was glad i was off. I wasnt really thrilled working tonight, But gotta work. It seem i hate everything around me. Hmmm, i dont know why i get this feeling, tired? depressed? mentally exhausted?