An Update About ME....

Things about me..

Work . . .

My previous Manager just moved to MAUI for the same position, Then we had to deal with a new manager. Now there are alot of rumors going around that people are gonna be transferred including me, but i guess my previous manger ( GREG - The BIG DAWG ) wouldnt let them hehe, so now im staying hehe, Now my 1st assistant manager Marlon wants me to run for being an assistant, which i tried to decline even before the Big Dawg was still here.
Then i learned that Stan - The Merch Pro Manager is going to be transferred to another store and now we are lacking of one, So i told my new manager that if they want one, i can replace him and me getting more hours of work, a manager password and a store key :D, ( i know its like an assistant manager but not exactly ) lol. So i took the position exam, then i passed, now im just waiting to change my position and my stats in the store.

Life....
* Still having some problems with our extended family.... same ol' same ol' @#$%
* Im happy that my brother is almost graduating , few more months...
* Me and My friends band " The Emoticons " had our first gig, after the show we got some good response from the people which is a good sign...

* Next GIG.....DECEMBER 1 , 2007 @ CLUB HYDE in San Francisco, CA for the FIL-AMusic.com Launch Party.

* My Loving KATIA will be coming over soon :D, 5 more days... she'll be flying with her co-worker and my homie MICA... lol

So far thats all for now...

LONG LONG ABSENCE

its been awhile since i wrote something on this, alot of this already passed by i couldve write about but i guess i was too busy and preoccupied, kat been sarcastically telling me to write something :), i guess i was just too lazy hehe. so far here are the things that happened.

One of my friend died, it was my brother who called me and told me, then he told me that they are planning to go to pangasinan for his wake. Then i called home and talked to joana and she too confirmed that they are planning to go but not quite sure who is going.
I think it was mid October weekend the day ZALDY was burried, when i got home from band practice ( the emoticons ), as i walked in i heard my moms voice sounding stressed and worried,
so i walked on my way to my room when my mom came out her room and said " YOUR BROTHER WAS IN AN ACCIDENT " Then all i felt was numbness and felt my heart fell, then all i can ask was " what happened to JOY?, Then she told me that he was ok, but one of my friend is not. So i called my brothers celphone, asked if he is ok, then i found out how it happened, his GF Julie and our friend Joana had a broken collar bone, and Zaldy's Aunt had some head injuries and my other friends little brother had a broken arm, and the Driver ( Chris ) who is one of our good friends had died, because after the collision his head got caught in between the door, which the people who helped had some problem to get him out. Even how many times my brother told me he is gone already, i was still hoping he was doing ok and i still couldn't believe that this is happening... I told my brother to get an Xray to make sure he has no internal injuries because he was complaining his chest was hurting. So after all that happened, i called Chris' mom and checked on her, she was in a hurry we didnt talk that long.
The next day when i came home, I called Tita G, asked how she was doing and asked her what i can do to help, then i talked to my other friends who are in Morocco, which are panicking too, after they heard what happened, so i told them the details.

This is just a sad " DARK OCTOBER ", things happening in the time frame of 1 week.....

So Joy took Julie to a hospital in Manila, then kat met up with them, they hanged out for a bit...
Im glad the rest of my friends and my brother are doing fine.
I just wish Chris' life was spared... But i guess they are in a better place now.... First it was JONAS, Then Zaldy, Now Chris... I still get flashbacks spending time with them, * sigh * things will never be the same.
I guess we just need to cherish every moment we spend with family and friends......

Is this the tooth that fell off?

My baby's not having the best day today.

He lost a friend about a week back, and his bro, his bro's girl and his friends went to Pangasinan for the wake and funeral. On their way home today, they got into an accident. His bro and his girlfriend are okay, the others have minor injuries but one of 'em--the one driving--didn't make it.

My condolences.

And I hope Al would stop worrying. Love you hun. Here for you.

Co-Poster

Hi, this is Katia blogging here at Al's site. I invited myself to be one of the authors on this blog coz I am starting to pity this small space on the cyberworld. (And I'm not gonna let my hardwork be put to waste! Hmpf!) So there, from now on, everyone should refer to the footer to know who's bloggin' to avoid confusion :)

Kat's September Visit

09/16

Woke up early, waiting for Kat and asked my mom if she wants to go to pick up Kat. Then we went to pick her up at her hotel in downtown San Francisco. We went to Union Square where Kat took pictures of the big hearts and headed to the Cheesecake Factory for a late lunch and ended up waiting for twenty minutes! We decided to order an appetizer platter and ended up ordering just one entree coz there were four different selections for the appetizer; they ended up being full and me eating up the entree on my own. We ordered cheesecakes but we had to take em home coz we were all full.

After that we went by my dad's work and dropped off some food. We went to Golden Gate to watch the sunset and took pictures of the bridge and the sunset. We then went home and Kat ate her Cheesecake, and then we had dinner--we ate corned beef. We went to Marco's place and borrowed his tripod and took pictures afterwards. Me and my baby went to bed early that night.


09/17

We woke up at 10 and got ready and went to Kentfield to have breakfast at The Half Day Cafe. From there we went back to Golden Gate and took pictures; since it was a sunny day, my baby loved the pictures. :)

We were supposed to drive to the beach but we ended up stopping by Ross; and then we went to the Cliff House and we took pictures again, then went to the other side of the Ocean Beach. We also went to Pacifica Beach and went to Serramonte and we couldn't decide where to eat so we settled for Barracuda Japanese restaurant. Stopped by Target for a bit and then we went home.

We were supposed to meet Marco and the gang but they cancelled so we slept early.


09/18

Woke up at 7:30, got ready, mom cooked some breakfast and my baby ate some breakfast. Took her back to her hotel then waited for an hour and a half while she was getting ready. Then we said our goodbyes. :( Then I went home.

Being tagged by Katia

Where is your cell phone? Both on my computer desk.

Relationship? LD, thousands of miles away.

Your hair? Spikey.

Work? CNA, Parts Associate for Kragen.

Your sister/s? Allisther. Unica hija.

Your favorite thing? I don't know.

Your dream last night? I didn't have one.

Your favorite drink? Snapple lemon ice tea.

Your dream car? Subaru WRX STI.

The room you're in? My bedroom.

Shoes? Not wearing one.

Your fear/s? To grow old alone.

What do you want to be in 10 years? Settle down, financially stable and have my own family.

Who did you hang out with this weekend? I didn't hang out with anybody.

What are you not good at? Remembering things.

Muffin? Blueberry muffins.

One of your wish list items? Own house.

Where you grew up? Cavite.

Last thing you did? Work.

What are you wearing? Shirt and jeans.

What aren't you wearing? Shoes.

Your pet? A pom-pom named Sid, and a dragon named Z.

Your computer? A pc and a laptop.

Your life? So-so.

Your mood? Tired.

Missing? Having Katia. And my friends and family, in Cavite.

What are you thinking about right now? I don't wanna go to work.

Your car? Beauty.

Your kitchen? I don't have my own kitchen.

Your summer? Working.

Favorite color? Black or white.

Last time you laughed? Yesterday, when I was talking to Kat.

Last time you cried? Can't remember coz I'm too numb to cry.

School? City College of San Francisco.

SLOW AND DRAGGING......

seems today was so slow, woke up in a bad mood, had a dream but yet i cant remember what it was, all i remember was the feeling of untrust and paranoia, i dont know of what or who... i cant explain much. All i feel is everything is so slow, even when i was driving going to my other job, i felt like my consciousness is not all there, im goin 70mph but yet it seem im going too slow, is this depression?? i hope not...
Maybe this is just one of the times when i feel like its time to crawl in my small black hole and be alone for awhile. I dont know what to do really, i just took the day wondering but yet about nothing. I was like spaced out, i felt exhausted about everything : (. Maybe im depressed i just dont know it. The last time i felt like this was a long time ago, everything to me was uncertain, it felt like all the emotion was drained out of me, i didnt care about anything, i felt numb inside. It was the time when my motto was " FUCK EVERYONE ", but i dont get why im getting this now?!. Should i tend to figure things out or leave it alone and wait til' it pass by?!. I feel i cant trust anyone..
While being at work I felt the clock was going really slow , every seconds seems longer. It felt it was stopping whenever im not looking at it. Every little thing irritates me, a simple ring of the phone bugs the shit out of me. Towards the end of my shift it felt forever... but i was glad i was off. I wasnt really thrilled working tonight, But gotta work. It seem i hate everything around me. Hmmm, i dont know why i get this feeling, tired? depressed? mentally exhausted?

another late post lol

8/25

My weekend was just a regular weekend, nothin much happened, skipped band practice ( emoticons ), hanged with them for a bit, then went dropped of mark. But we made a detour and stopped over at starbucks, hanged there for a bit, then dropped him off, went home.

8/26
My coworker helped me change my oil and my filter, hanged at his garage for a bit, took my car for a test drive , then went home and got ready for work, long day at work. hella boring , nothing much to do.. After the day was over... i was so tired..... went home... Today is me and Kat's first month, that went really fast, its our first month but we're not spending it together.. she's in manila, and im here.. its 2 more weeks before i'll see her again... sigh...

8/27

Had to wake up early coz i had to work in san rafael. drove early, got to work, still sleepy.
After my dayshift, went to my night shift. s


TODAY.....
Chatted with Kat before she went to sleep, Day started really slow, just spent time online and watched tv while i wasnt doin anything...... Cant wait to get off work.

Another Late Night Laundry and a MOVIE

Got home from my nightshift, got home, talked to kat for a bit then got ready for work ( again ).
It was a boring day at work... not that busy... but before my shift was over, one of my coworker suddenly remember that there are a stock reduction thats needed to be pulled off from the inventory. The stocks must be sent back earlier tonight, so we had to finish pulling them out and wrap them up or put in a box with a label. I was supposed to get off at 6pm, but i ended up clocking out at 6:25pm, then stayed to help finish the reduction thing.. Then my old assistant manager came by to say hi, chitchat for a bit, then my current 1st assistant manager was bragging about me being his assistant manager lol, Its nice to hear that they actually want me to be an assistant manager, but i dont think i want that position, it seem that everyone wants me to take it. I dunno what to say to them.. So i left work, got home, planned to start early with my laundry, laid in bed ( was supposedly just to rest for a bit) but ended up falling asleep. Woke up, went to the HOLLYWOOD VIDEO in Westlake Shoppin Plaza, bought some dinner for me and my mom. Came back home, walked sid then started to do my laundry, now its like 1:58am, still waiting for my laundry to dry, finished watching " VACANCY" and im starting to get tired. Tomorrow is gonna be another day at work... lol how fun....

JUST CAME IN.............

just found out that my aunt alice who was vacationing in sydney was sent back to the ICU. My dad said that yesterday they took her out there, but just earlier they took her back in. I hope she's doing ok. Today i heard my mom talking to my Lola, and she kinda mentioned how my aunt is doing ok, and she was already responsive and tried to joke around with them. They talked about her not being able to move 1 side of her body. So i ask anyone who reads this to please pray for her... and hope she starts to recover sooner.. My dad told me that they planned to send my other aunt to australia to help take care of aunt alice, that means more expenses.. I hope we'll get thru this... * sigh *

Late Posts...

8 / 19 /07

Woke up around 10:30am, rushed to get ready for work, got there and it was hella slow, got so bored.. didnt have much customers.. then before we closed i met a guy who works for ford, then he gave me his number so i can get a discount when i plan to take my car fixed over there.. Before Marlon and I closed the store, he was trying to give me an advice about me stop smoking, he said its better to quit early before its too late. That made me think for the points he made. Kept thinking about it.. Kinda want to quit smoking. When i got home, i was planning to do my laundry but i found out that the soap is in my dad's car.. so i ended up watching " HANNIBAL RISING ", im so sleepy and tired... fell asleep while watching, then woke up when KAT got back from training, talked to her for a lil' bit, then i went to sleep.

8/20 / 07

Woke up late.. 7:40am, hurried up, left the house at 8:15am, started driving to san rafael, it wasnt that bad.. thank god there weren't any traffic. Got to work, then i found out that i had to take my patient to the " CHIROPRACTIC " in San Bruno. i wasnt very excited.. : ( , so got him up and ready . gave him the meds and prepared him his breakfast. Drove him to the doctors at 12p. Tried to wake KAT up, so i kept messaging her, finally she woke up, kinda felt bad coz i woke her up too early.. Its her 2nd day of training... she started to review before getting ready..

Got to the doctors, freaking filled up a form for an hour then we just saw the doctor for 20 minutes,Talking to Kat while waiting... we kinda talked about quitting smoking.. I kinda feel that its hard to quit. Sometimes people who dont smoke dont feel that, they just think its easy, but i guess they are entitled to their opinion, I told Kat that im gonna try to quit. I hope i can quit soon. Then we had to drive back for another 45 minutes, i was hella tired...so i was just killing time, so bored... got off work, then went to my night shift. Starting shift at 7pm, started feeling pain on my right upper shoulder, it hurts when i try to lift my arm up. I dont know if i sprained my muscle or something, it's really irritating me.. Im trying to figure out how i got it, i think its when i lifted my patient up today. Sucks because i dont even have a patch to put on it, hopefully it wont swell up, coz i still have to go to work tomorrow. Now im in sf, working ( blogging and chatting lol ) hehe kidding......

ANYTHING I REMEMBER....

hmmnnn.... ( thinking )

August 16th

Called in at work just to find out i wasnt scheduled to work, so i went to the shop with my co-worker to get my muffler changed, but when we got there, they said i got the wrong muffler so i decided to get the right one from kragen, since the shop people was asking me to pay almost 300 bucks for a double exhaust.. ( freakin f- er ) so marlon and i just hanged at jack in the box for coffee then went home and took a nap, then when i woke up, went to run errands, then hanged with mark for a bit. few hours to go til' my bday.. kat is in LA still....she left me a very sweet message on my laptop... ( wow heart sunk in, it was so sweet ) thanks hun.

August 17th

D-DAY... another year older... dang..... only few people remembered my bday.. but its ok... just spent it like a regular day at work, non of my co-worker knew.. even my church bandmates didnt know... lol my mom even forgot it was my birthday... thanks to all who remembered lol...

August 18th

Another day at church, still no one knew... nothin special.. i thought i was working at 4 so i helped at church to put away some equipment. Then my big boss called me and ask where i was, so i told him, then he told me i was supposed to be at work at 3p, so i just told him that i didnt know... got home, changed to my uniform then hurry my ass to work... it was a slow day today at the store.. and i closed with the new assistant manager JASON. Got off work, got ready for band practice with the " EMOTICONS ".

Called Mark then he asked me to pick him up, so i did. so i ended up waiting for him, since he was still watcing the NINERS get their ass whooped by the RAIDERS lol. When we arrived at practie it was just MARCO, SHIKES and Raymond, there was a whole scene today.. Didnt really practice, basically we just ended up hanging out... Went to mark's house then hanged out. After that just went home...

Errands day and bad news.... : (

So i got off work today... went home, did my morning routine.. went online trying to download new songs. Listened to AgainstMe while i was talking to Kat. Tryin to chill for a bit at home, then started getting ready to run my wed. errands. Finished all my errands then had lunch with Mark, had some conversation about his girl, how she is leaving for the Philippines for a vacation. He was worried about some things. We went to Barnes and Noble in Tanforan Mall, bought a book and a belt, then picked up Mark's son ( Chance ) then dropped them off their house, then my mom called and told me to call my aunt in Australia. I was like why?, then she was like your aunt is in the hospital, so i hurried home. Called my mom and asked if she still wants me to call her, but she said not anymore, coz my already talked to someone. Then I talked to my dad and asked him what happened, he told me that my aunt had a stroke while having dinner with my lola on my moms side of the family. They ran her to the hospital then my dad called the hospital and talked to the doctor. I guess right now she's in surgery. I hope she's gonna be ok, coz she raised part of my life. Hope anyone can help and pray for her safety.

Just Another Boring Day....

Went to sleep late lastnight coz i got home like around 1 sumfin... then i chatted with kat, then i had to download some song for my co-workers iPod. Went to sleep at 3 sumfin. Woke up at 10:30am, got ready for work. It was really a slow day even at work, not much customers. I was like still floating while i was working, probably i was still tired and sleepy, so my co-worker bought some coffee and i took a break. Got off work and went home. I got home, laid in bed and fell asleep. Woke up at 11:30pm, then i ate dinner while watching a tagalog movie " ISPIRITISTA " a comedy. I kinda miss watching tagalog movie's even sometime they are corny or sumfin, but its still different. Then went to bed at 3am again. lol. Kat still not back from the Manila quickturn flight, So i just decided to go to sleep since i needed to wake up early coz' i still have to drive to San Rafael.

When i woke up this morning, i found out that Kat messaging me but unfortunately my TV was off so i couldnt hear her buzzing me, chatted with her for awhile. I started getting ready for work and left. So far its been a boring day, while doing nothing here at work, just been playing my PSP console then playing the game " Metal Gear Portable Ops " im starting to get addicted to the game. lol. Right now Kat is still sleeping.

Another late post but another great time with Kat

I wasn't able to update this thing... Late post alert.




Wednesday, August 08:

When I woke up I set the karaoke up and started singin'. A little while later kat was singing too. She said she doesn't do karaoke but I don't know... We ran a lot of errands this day. had my seatbelt fixed then while waiting for it for two hours, kat shopped at Target and then we had lunch at Sizzlers. We went to the office, then the bank, a few more errands and then we went to the gas station. Kat pumped the gas lol it was her first time to do it, then we went for a carwash and it was her first time too. She looked silly, amazed. lol... Then we went to Marco's work on Ocean and Mission to exchange kat's phone but unlucky girl, phone's out of stock. Marco and I tried calling up other SF stores but all SF stores have run out of it. Too bad. Anyway we took the pink one and took off... to the grocery. We had to buy lots of meat and drinks and a lot more things. We set up a barbecue party... I invited Marco, Shikes and Raymond over. Raymond brought some beer. Then a neighbor knocks on the door and complains about the noise and then goes back and apologizes and goes back again to make sure everything's cool between him and us (my mom and I). LOL. Kat says the barbecue was great. :) We both smelled like barbecue before we slept.




Thursday, August 09:

I woke up and didn't find Kat in bed...she was having breakfast and talking with my mom already. Poor girl had a migraine. After we left home we went for a different carwash then while driving we pass by the national cemetery and Katia suggests we go in. lol. So we did, it was peaceful and I took a lot of photos of her and she took photos of me and my car lol. She wanted to have a photo among the tombstones but I didn't. it was weird. We were hungry so we went by Krispy Kreme and got her a dozen then stopped at See's to get some chocolates for her family. Then we headed to Mark's place for the practice but no one's there but Alner and Mark, So i tried calling Shikes to see if he needs a ride, but he wasn't picking up. So we just went to Tanforan and went malling. I tried a white jacket that left lint all over my black shirt! ( freakin jacket ).




We went back home and went with my dad and Sid, picked my mom up from work and went to Hotpot City to have dinner. Ate a lot that we could hardly breathe. On the way back we got ourselves coffee from Starbucks. Balcony effect. Then Kat started uploading photos from her slr and started packing everything too. It was her last night at home ( sigh ).




Friday, August 10:

We woke up and hurried to take baths, have breakfast and drove to her hotel. She's leaving by 11 and we got to the hotel past 9. Had to iron her uniform while she was gettin' ready...lol ( fun fun fun ). We talked on the phone while she was on her way to the airport until before she went in the plane. Then I went to work and church band practice at night. Went to Mark's place to hang out for a bit, but i started to get tired. So i decided to go home, so drove Alner home, on the way to his house we stopped by Jack In The Box to get something to eat coz' i was really hungry. When i got home, put the movie i borrowed from Mark then watched it. But then my parents ended up sitting in my room and watching the movie with me lol. I tried waiting for Kat, but it seem that she's goin to be late, so i just dediced to go to sleep.




Saturday, August 11:

Woke up today and did my morning routine ( coffee at the balcony ), Kat's sleeping so i didn't try to wake her up. Got ready for church and left. After church went home and tried to lay down, but i ended up falling asleep. When i got off work and got home, Kat and I started chatting, changed clothes then headed off to Band Practice " The Emoticons " at the Hitwall Studio in South SF. When i arrived practice no one was there and the front door was locked so i ended up wating outside for the guys. It was a better session compared last week. After practice we decided to go to " Lucky Chances " to grab something to eat before we go home.

Kat's back

kat's back in sf :) , then went to pick her up... then went to dinner with her and my mom (and sid in the car) at olive garden. then picked up mark and went to starbucks... and did laundry haha coz kat wants to learn how to use 'em, lol...then ended up watching " Are We Done Yet? " while waiting for the laundry to get done...

D-Day

Another day at work and the day is just starting, im still sleepy. Went to sleep late lastnight coz' i was watching a dvd lol, then i fell asleep watching it while sitting on the couch. Today, Kat is gonna be arriving..

Laundry and a Movie night

AND

It was a long and boring day at work, it was very slow at the store and the weather didnt help too, it was really foggy. Before i got off work Mark called and wanted to hang out, then i after i left work i went to Hollywood Video to return the movies and rent new ones and went to meet up with Mark at Alners place. When i got there Alner and I ended up waiting for Mark for almost close to an hour, then when he got there we went to Starbucks near Jollibee down mission st. in Daly City, we hanged at the parking lot while drinking coffee and eating donuts ( like the Po' Po's hahah ). Since im already close to Albertsons, i went to buy my laundry soap then got me and my mom some dinner from Jollibee. After Mark, Alner and I hanged, I ended up going home since it was getting late.

I got home started preparing my laundry but chatted with kat for awhile ( lol ) before i actually took my laundry to the L.R. downstairs, I was hella pissed coz there are only 2 washers and only 1 was actually working, and i already ended up putting 3 quarters out of 6... ( fucking washer eating my quarters ), so had to do 2 loads out of 3. So while waiting for my laundry just went back upstairs, ate dinner while eating dinner and chatting with kat. Then i asked her to change my skin here... again lol ( sorry hun ), Then she convinced me to just use the design i used for my multiply. I liked the layout i have for my multiply so i agreed, then she ended up redoing my whole page ( really have alot of patience, thank you ). Then she left with her co worker to have an early dinner and i ended up watching the rest of the movie and finishing my laundry then went to bed.

Long and Tiring day....

Woke up to day to get ready for church.... its the first time that there wasnt a keyboard player playing with the praise team... but i think it was pretty interesting.. lol, we kinda got the hang of it, hehe, we tried pluggin the bass, the guitar and putting a single mic infront of the drum kit, and recorded the whole music we played. After the service, i listened to the video and it sounded ok.. i just wish they video the music part since all i can see are the lyrics of the songs everytime we play.. kinda wanna see how we look like playing infront of the church crowd.. After putting away everything.. i went to pick up my mom and the other car to drop off the my car to the shop, to get my freakin' seat belt fixed, then i found out that i have to spend almost 500 bucks... since the mechanic said that i have to change my two back tires too and the whole seat belt assembly plus labor fee... too much money... * sigh *... took my car thinking ill just take it next week to get it fixed but my dad said just to get the tires replaced first then the seat belt, so i had to take the car back to the shop after picking it up an hour before.. so now i got new tires, just need to get my seat belt fixed on wed. when the parts arrive, then spend another 200 something bucks for it.. oh well... After work, got ready for band practice... a new keyboard player is auditioning... it went ok, it kind felt we started over again.. since we havent practiced for almost a month i think... but it was ok... hopefully everything goes well with this... after band practice... everyone decided to hang out at the starbucks near the studio... then mark, alner and I left early.. leaving marco, shikes, raymond , rico and chaz at starbucks... we hanged at mark's for awhile then i decided i wanted to go home coz' it was getting later, dropped off alner and now im sitting infront of the comp again lol. I think we're gonna need to change the " Emoticons " logo since theres a new addition to the group....

another day... another blog.....

Woke up early today.... my alarm worked hehe.... had my morning coffee then talked to kat... then got ready for work... when i got to work, it was a slow day .... not much customer... then half way thru my shift it started getting busy... but all in all it was ok .... everyone was talking about hanging out today at work and planning to drink... even i did want to go, i couldnt got church band practice, so just told them that ill skip, after my shift went to band practice then when i got off, hanged with my friends ( mark, alner and raymond ) at starbucks, then my boss called my phone asking me where i was, coz they still wanna drink. I said im probably gonna go home after the coffee, but they went to starbucks and asked me to go with them, so we ended up eating at Lucky Chances in Colma, Ca. Man.. those people were drunk, they were just loud and i can smell the alcohol from them when they talk.. One of my co worker even got lost inside the place, he couldnt find the table we were sitting at... i was hella laughing... he had to ask the security guard.. but ramon went to get him.. so after that.. i ended up driving my boss and my other co worker home.. thank god it was just like 15 minutes from my house... and im already tired and sleepy.. so i just got home few minutes ago... tired.... another day tomorrow, still gotta wake up early for church... hopefully i wont be late this time ..... lol.....

Another Late Post lol

This was from yesterday 2nd of August forgot to update this.... so here it is....

In the morning...

Got off work, came home, got ready for work... left for work....

it was a slow day at work, so my manager asked me if i wanted to get off early, so went home early... got home then took a nap, then when i woke up, chatted with kat, then got ready to go to mark's crib... lol, then raymond came then we went to the famous LC ( lucky chances casino ) ate at Cafe Colma, then after that i went home.

I was planning to do laundry but i forgot to get some laundry soap and the one we have was left in the other car which my dad had... so im doin laundry tonight after band practice... hopefully nothin will come up and put me on a set back .... so since i didnt do laundry i ended up watching " PATHFINDER " on dvd while eating Kat's ice cream lol, ( ill get you a new one ). Got tired that i totally forgot to update this thing... so now all i need to do is remember to update this tonight haha.... later....

It felt like a long day......... but got a new phone lol

Today i got home from work.... did the morning routine ( coffee break and sit infront of the comp ) lol exciting... talked to kat, had a little disagreement ( coz of me --- sorry ) thank god we made up lol. Mark and Albert came over to hangout for a bit, then they left to check out some car for Albert, then i went to run errands ( wed. routine as usual --- fun ) then went to Mission and Ocean to stop by Marco's work to get new phones.. wow it was a little expensive.... but its both cool phones.. got kat a razr with a dragon lol ( astig )... i thought i was gonna pay more since it took awhile for Marco's boss to reply ( marco sent him a message asking to just void the activation so i dont have to pay for it ) but at the end i didnt have to pay for it.. After leaving the T-MO shop, went to the pharmacy to pick up something for my dad then went home and chatted.. Then im back here at work, i just realized my fingers is a lil' big for the keys of the new phone. Thanks for fixing my page hun....

Crushed and Brokenhearted similar?

Is the feeling of being crushed and down the same as the feeling of being broken hearted?
right now i just wanna sink in into a dark hole.....

1st post.......

new page.... new beginning...

i had a page on xanga, which i tried to update.. i kinda dont like the site anymore... so i decided to start a new one here.. lot of things have been goin on lately, lot of feelings to think about.. hoping to write new stuff on here.. but i hope i remember to update this thing lol, kept forgetting to update my old one..

grabbed the photo of the golden gate sunrise...

pretty pic...